Trickster Magazine

I discovered the importance of clothing in my early teens – mainly, that you must not look poor. “Fake it til you make it” with a good eye and a second-hand outfit that looks expensive? That’s the sweet spot.

Back in the ’90s, most of my family’s clothes came from second-hand stores or the church's freebies. Growing up in a low-income, big family meant a lot of hand-me-downs. Once a year, I got to shop at Kadaka Maksimarket with my little sister though – we’d get matching outfits in different colors.

I vividly remember the thrill of wearing this Barbie-pink satin-tulle blouse and skirt with beige square-toe loafers to a kids’ concert in Estonia. Oof, what a feeling – I’d still wear that fit today! 

My mom always looked sharp – very feminine, mostly in heels, fitted dresses, coats. She thrifted too, often tailoring pieces to fit. That definitely rubbed off on me, I still do the same.

A nice easy everyday fit (swap the heels if needed).

Bratz top is second-hand. Mugler leggings – shoutout to my friend Kristel Jänes who worked there! Heeled Nike knockoffs are from a thrift store, leather bag from Paavli, Dior glasses from VIUU.

In high school and uni, I dressed like a sexy kitten in tiny heels. But honestly, I felt more “me” in grades 7–9, channeling 00s Avril Lavigne and experimenting. Then came the pressure to fit in and chase male validation (eeeww). Around 20, something clicked. I shed the old shell, started hanging out with creatives, and found the freedom to be myself again.

NYE or Christmas dinner vibe.
Top and boots are second-hand. Two tulle skirts layered (from Uuskasutuskeskus), and a DIY-ed necklace originally thrifted.

Some people are naturally drawn to certain aesthetics – if you nurture that, it becomes a skill. For me, it’s been all trial and error, refining my taste along the way. I don’t follow fashion trends closely, but I’m probably influenced by them indirectly. I get more inspiration from real life: people on public transport, cool friends, movies. Hair and makeup are part of the whole look – and as a makeup artist, I’ve got that part down.

Night out uniform.
Oversized knit turned dress with torn tights and a Crystal Rabbit bra underneath. Eytys boots from Vestiaire, Eytys sunnies from Reede.

Clothes can totally be a form of communication. When I see someone in an interesting fit who’s clearly put thought into it, I instantly want to know more about them. People carry stories in their outfits.

My ultimate feel-good outfit.
This coat is the star – found it at a flea market in Rome, absolutely reeking of gasoline. Not sure if it was stored with gas or some ancient mothballs, but it took two years of balcony airing before I could wear it. Worth every minute. The American Apparel disco pants were a lucky second-hand find after I’d worn my original pair to pieces in my early twenties. The Max Mara hat was a €15 outlet gem from Milan, and the goat hair snow boots? Thrifted, of course, and major envy material. The cherry on top is the bag I found at Uuskasutuskeskus – a perfect match for the coat. I almost cried. True love in outfit form.

Scoring a special piece for a good price gives me an actual dopamine hit. My mental checklist is always running – what does this go with, what outfit will it complete? I’m a forager at heart – whether in the forest or second-hand stores. About 90% of what I own is thrifted. It’s pure treasure hunting. Others’ trash, my treasure. Friends say I’m a hoarder — I say I’m a collector. And eventually, everyone ends up borrowing from my collection anyway.

For errands and casual days.
10-euro Armani jacket from Sõbralt Sõbrale (bless!), vintage tee with a skeleton, tartan skirt layered over tulle, cowboy boots, furry bag, warm Arket hat, and daily-wear earrings from Justine Clenquet.

I don’t really attach emotions to old clothes – except for that Barbie-pink set. I’d wear that again in a heartbeat. Most important is how something makes me feel now. Some people avoid second-hand because they’re creeped out by the idea of wearing something that belonged to someone who’s passed away. Me? I’m just like – thanks for dying and leaving this cool jacket behind!

Everyday look (just make sure the ass is covered).
Custom 1-euro leather jacket scribbled with silver marker – originally for a Mees Inc. video. Racer Worldwide hoodie (gift), vintage cowboy chaps from Victoria Truuvert on Instagram, red tights, Rombaut X Angel Chen shoes, La Maskarade sunnies (birthday gift!).

I feel good in a good fit – simple as that. I’d rather look like myself than be 100% comfortable. I do 12-hour shoots but still can’t bring myself to buy ergonomic shoes or pro gear. So yeah, something’s always a bit too tight or slippery or scratchy. It is what it is. But the second I get home, I’m out of everything and into an oversized tee, hair up, undies on. Bliss.

Ultimate boss energy.
Balenciaga coat via a friend in Paris (forever grateful). Shirt, tie, pants, and bag from Uuskasutuskeskus. Balenciaga boots – another killer gift. I have amazing friends. And a birthday coming up. Life’s good.

Style Crushes:
Agathe Peri – fashion girlie with serious outfitting skills (I stalk you on Insta!).
Karin Nahkur – little anime princess energy, total cutie, love her vibe.
Julia Fox – dressing for the girls and the gays, not the male gaze. And I’m here for it.
Isamaya Ffrench – my favorite makeup artist, incredible taste and style.
Miyako Bellizzi – NY-based costume designer behind Uncut Gems and Good Time. Her work and personal style? Chef’s kiss.